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I must say 2013 is probably the WORST year of my entire life. Growing up requires losing all your friends and only having a select few left. Growing up also requires you to make life decisions that are hard because you’re still trying  to find out who you are. A year ago from today I graduated high school. I’m a completely different person from then, and to be honest I hate it. I used to be this cold hearted bitch who could never fell in love, I hated who I loved and loved who I hated. I used to party and not give two shits about anything, it was all about fun. I had no idea what I was about to get into with my life. What horrible decisions I would make that leave me to be the broken soul I am today. I made financial mistakes that I pay for today. I hate anniversaries they remind me of how good I used to be what mistakes I could have avoided. All in all maybe my mistakes are some sick plan to teach me a lesson. Anyways, I wish I could go back. Back to graduation, knowing what I know today. I could avoid a lot of problems that lead me to sitting here depressed on this Friday night.